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One week down, another week to go for the exams. In summary, it was... okay. But my Chemistry score for Paper 3 was disappointing. Really spoiled my mood for Friday. I know most of you are thinking "Aiyoh, you ah? What could be so bad for you for Chemistry? If you think you're bad, mine's worse!"

Well? So what? Its your problem if you don't study enough for it or don't take the initiative to try and further understand the subject whichever part of it baffles you. I really felt shortchanged and really humbled by getting 29/50 this time around for Paper 3. :/ I studied the parts as thoroughly as I could manage, did the calculations as carefully as I could... and ended up with hardly more than half? Really discouraging. I find myself asking 'What the fuck happened back there?' and there seems to be nothing wrong, sans the embarrasing careless mistakes which costed me a good 6 marks or so. Seriously a shit idea to return any exam results too before the exams are over. Let us have a better frame of mind when we're already knee deep in stresses, kthx.

What really worries me next would be the upcoming papers. Add Maths, BM1, Sejarah, Moral... God, I really wish I could drop the latter 3 subjects, no interest whatsoever in knowing, a language that is only useful within this tiny region. who killed who and when, or what you should do if some bozo is funneling away money from his employees. Waste of time to study.

Then there's this insecurity of how my future plans would pan out, but that's for another entry. Gonna study sommore about how we got buttraped by the British in the early 1900's.